Presentation

I am doing this presentation in Japanese about Earth Day. I didn't realize that The United States is basically the only country that does this celebration. I am assuming this is because we are the only nation that doesn't really force people to recycle... or maybe it's the fact that it was created in the 70s and we were quite a large hippy nation. Either way, I am amused at the photos I have found on the internet. Lets save our planet, shall we? Wish me luck!

Feeling

Sometimes,

I feel like I am not solid.

Just a hollow figure.

There is nothing behind my eyes,

just darkness.

Empty sockets of tactless

consciousness.

I am a negative kind of person.

It is if I never thought of anything.

I never felt anything.

I never saw anything.

It is as if I haven't even begun to live.

All I seem to crave is this blackness and silence.

It's as if those words are what consoles me.

What do you do when your life gets as bad as it can

and it just keeps getting worse and worse.

You keep going?

What is the point of living if you are just negative space?

I guess I'm floating

the slowness of it,

floating.

the slowness of it,

fixed.

I begin to not feel these

adjustments to my corpse.

it's getting cold and I am quivering

with the fears of falling

yet I am still floating,

still torn, split in two.

reaching the climax

anticipating the fall,

but the anxiousness

within me

never comes to a

conclusion.

disoriented and confused,

I am completely suspended.

not only alone and forgotten

but left with only the

inception.

Lately,

I've been feeling this way. I wish I could stop, but it seems there is no way of changing how I feel.