The Moment

The one you thought you loved

Is someone that doesn't exist;

You thought you could do anything 

But in all actually, it's impossible;

The toughness that was a defense against others

Is merely an emotional response,

not strength;

That even though your dream is wanting to run away from everything and everyone,

That every word escaping from your mouth is a blatant and pathetic lie;

You have nothing and this nothing began when you experienced death.

This is the moment when you realize

The sadness you think you feel

Is real just like the rest of the realities running through your mind because you are tired of living

and so is someone else but they just have the courage and confidence to end their life to make your feelings of disbelief and lack of self confidence overpowering.