Melancholic Utopia

All my thoughts are telling me
I'm not doing the right thing
I'm lying in my river of dreams,
Hoping that these lights will Continue to beam
Ahh, I remember the sun's warmth
Loving you forever, how can it be wrong?
Even though you're not next to me
I can't find myself to move on from this destruction
Ahh, that's how I remember it



There's no clarity in this insanity
There is no remedy for this poison
Like the touch, I can still feel it,
Intoxicating, suffocating me.
This haunting soul is telling me
That everything will Be fine
But in all Honesty.
I wish I was extinct

Every time I think,
Get deep inside my brain,
It's like a melancholic Utopia
Nothing can compare
And I'm afraid that nothing
Will be waiting in that
alternative universe



All my friends ask me why I stay strong
I explain that I don't want to wake up from this dream
Because if I wake up, Since I'm so fragile,
I will break, shatter into tiny prices
Impossible to fix
But I don't want to wake up
Continue to be stitched
Together by the pieces of the Past
There is no release to explain I'm fine
But I wish I was pushing up flowers.

There's no clarity in this insanity

There is no remedy for this poison

Like the touch, I can still feel it,

Intoxicating, suffocating me. 

This haunting soul is telling me

That everything will Be fine 

But in all Honesty. I wish I was extinct

Every time I think,

Get deep inside my brain,

It's like a melancholic Utopia 

Nothing can compare

And I'm afraid that nothing 

Will be waiting in that 

alternative universe 

You're my one true love
But you're no good for me
But I want you
Do you think we will be In love forever?
Or do you even think forever exists?

There is no release
And I am not fine
In this melancholic utopia
but it's all i know
so here i go.